WhAt?!?!?!

Well I can't sleep and i haven't written in a while anyways. I've been pretty busy, not too much though. I've been going to ft. lauderdale a lot which is good cause then i get to see my aunt again cause my brother just bought her Navigation system. David, youth pastor, who is supposed to be understanding and nice and not judgemental or anything freaking talks a lot of crap about me now cause i didn't go to mission miami which isn't my fault and it kinda discourages me from going back to church which i believe isn't a good feeling. I'm supposed to feel welcomed but now i feel like 1. he doesn't want me to go and 2. i don't want him to start talking crap to me in my face which i know he will do because he did all before mission miami and now that i'm the only one from the core group who didn't go i'm gonna hear it. And also thanks to Josh who told David i said i didn't want to go because i thought it would be boring makes it all the more worse... even though i did think it would be a little boring but i am allowed to have an opinion right?. *sigh* oh well. I'll have to hear it sooner or later. Well now's not actually a good time for David to start with me cause i'm kind of confused about "christianity" and "the bible" itself so i just need time to figure it all out...